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    Wednesday, February 25th, 2009
    5:34 pm
    Skippin' class

    The last time I tried to skip class via sleeping in the basement, a classmate found me, woke me, and told the professor that I would be in class shortly. So off to class I went. This time, I'm doing a better job of hiding. No classmates in sight, and class has already begun. I can probably slide off of campus now. I think I'll stay in the shadows a little bit longer.

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    Current Mood: Gassy
    Wednesday, February 18th, 2009
    4:11 pm
    WEMS-WORS
    There is an awful, self-doubting, disgusting, sweaty, dehydrated, suffering feeling to bike racing that I desperately miss on this rainy/snowy February afternoon. In the basement of Curtin Hall, where I should be doing my Spanish homework, I am looking at photos of racers dripping with pain and I want to be right there, not here. Its like an itch inside your intestines, beyond your current reach.
    Just trying to stay stoked, and hopefully I'll have a lucky season at the same time.

    Current Mood: angst filled
    Tuesday, February 17th, 2009
    10:20 am
    Klotche center

    It's just me and my espresso chunks of energy sitting trying to figure out what it is that my fingers smell like.
    Some uninterested high school kids on a campus tour mutter to one another about the homeless guy with the iPod. I don't blame them for their blundt observations.
    I guess I have to go face the wind now in sweaty bike shorts.

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    Monday, February 16th, 2009
    10:53 am
    Commute

    No wind= happy joey

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    Current Mood: Chill to the max
    9:38 am
    Riding

    It's all about being lucky and stoked at the same time.

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    Monday, November 13th, 2006
    10:10 am
    B!
    my mid-term paper came in, the tough one for my english studies coarse. the really stressful one. i got a B! sweet sassy molassy, im hype. all the coments kincaid gave me, are what i thought i needed to work on as well. this college thing seems to be right for me. i, am in fact, happy, yo!

    i also was run over by my brother yesterday while mountain biking. it was painful, but the new rig is supersweet. check it out here http://www.flickr.com/photos/josephssmoseph/295573925/
    a parts list, and close up picture is coming soon, but heres the jist, is a singlespeed, it's steel, and it's rigid. yeah!
    josephssmoseph
    Wednesday, November 8th, 2006
    9:34 am
    bitter, and somewhat sweet, but more bitter
    wisconsin, how could you :(
    Friday, October 20th, 2006
    12:02 pm
    words
    words that aren't spoken
    when i am awoken,
    never seem to creep
    as those said when i'm asleep
    12:00 pm
    a rainy night for a falafel
    It was a rainy day for a falafel
    The sun was out I was feeling awful
    My skin was a-itchin’, as I crept to the kitchen
    And I walked out eating a waffle

    The money, it is a-changin’
    3 quarters and the rest a-rangin’
    From nickels and dimes, a sign of the times
    Of the mayor who is a-agin’

    Back to the rain from the middle east
    That blew down on my feast
    As the wind poured, I was floured
    Bt the gusting drenching of yeast
    11:58 am
    epigram
    ****, my love, she asked, do i kiss well?
    i am not ****, so i cannot tell!
    11:57 am
    stake
    When dealing in death
    the best way to survive
    is not to partake.
    And when dealing in flesh
    the temptation
    is easily resisted.

    My apprentice has forced
    me down the blood
    stained path,
    despite my denial
    of the thirst
    from within.

    The fatty membrane
    makes my hands soft
    and I do not know
    whether or not
    any of this blood
    is mine.

    For the steel is
    sharp
    enough not to feel
    it’s cut.

    I’m washing my hands
    of this life lost.
    I’m keeping my serenity
    by living clean;
    and by living green
    I stay serene
    11:56 am
    Oh nipples
    I do not know
    what
    you are for.
    My mother told me
    not
    to play with you,
    instead
    I put a safety pin through.
    Now
    I always look cold

    Once my mother’s
    dress
    came undone.
    She asked me for a spare safety pin
    to hold it closed.
    I reached under my shirt,
    with one hand undid
    the pin in my nipple
    and gave it
    to her.
    My nipple
    saved the day.

    Oh nipples
    my outward facing
    dimples.
    Like the eraser
    on my #3 pencil,
    so delicate
    and rubbery.

    You are
    the key
    to my chest
    of
    Drawers.
    Like
    the Beatles,
    you twist
    I shout.

    Oh my nipples
    I do not know
    what
    you are for,
    but I couldn’t go
    but
    one day
    without you.
    11:53 am
    chess
    my pawns are sacrificed for fun.
    my moves are manipulated
    by her looks.
    lies and decepetion
    rule the game.
    my moves are controlled,
    yet she forgets that chess...
    is a two way game.
    11:51 am
    runnin' dry
    she lights a cigarette
    puts it between my lips
    and tells me
    not to breath
    Thursday, October 5th, 2006
    3:35 pm
    h.b.c.
    a man jumped in front of a car
    i did not know it at the time
    but he did it for me,
    a man he did not know


    i wrote this poem, after i was hit by a car today while on my bicycle. the car tried to speed off, but a generous stranger jumped in front of the vehicle, and made him get out and so forth. i never got to thank him, but i hope some how he knows i really appreciate his boldness, and the fact that he risked his safety for justice. this is my thank you, dear stranger, thank you.

    josephssmoseph

    p.s. i am mostly ok, my rear wheel will need to be replaced, although the brother made it ridable, that will probaly not last. also the bruising and whatnot. my hip is not happy.
    Tuesday, September 12th, 2006
    6:05 pm
    the rumors may be true
    so the rumors may be true, depending on what they are
    1)i dont own a computer anymore, so i dont really update my journal here, ever
    2)i am an english major at university wisconsin-milwaukee
    3)i am a full time cook, rendering me with no free time, ever
    4)i am in a bike-gang, kick stand your grounds, look it up on facebook if you care
    5) and most importantly, i am engaged, the lucky lady, as can be seen here http://www.flickr.com/photos/emilyjoy/230581199/in/photostream/ , (emily joy) and i plan to be married next spring, when our collective school's let out

    that is all...for now

    josephssmoseph
    Tuesday, July 25th, 2006
    10:30 pm
    too
    i made a visit to my mother's house today, talked with my grandmother, who said i should make a habit of visiting her, paid online bills, for my phone and credit card, threw away a whole bunch of once meaningful junk, and it hit me, i am now, a literal adult. i was told that once you turn 18 you are an adult, and by another that once you turn 21 you are an adult, and for the most part, i am one now. but most importantly, i am now too old to die young. sure i may be to young to die, but i am definitely no longer at a speed which is to expeditious to sustain life.
    it was a pleasant realization, and it deserved noting.
    oi! josephssmoseph
    Thursday, July 6th, 2006
    10:44 pm
    i'll tell me ma
    well, ive been a long time gone, due to out movage, and lack of internetting capabilities in my living quarters, but i wont bore you with the way exciting things of the past weeks, instead, i'll link you to the grand, grand myspace page for the up and coming number one superstar rock'n'roll band, the beets. yes, the beets, featuring me, joey "rudy jude" sielen on vox and guitbox, and samuel "sammy jude" sielen on the drum kit, with our version of the traditional irish classic "i'll tell me ma". recorded in a short period this evening, with little more than a computer, some mic'ing equipment, and a whole lotta spirit, this tune is sure to get you moving in your seats, or out of your seats, or perhaps, moving you bowels within your seats. whichever it may be, give a listen over at www.myspace.com/thesebeets and enjoy.
    bye for nowbeing,
    josephssmoseph
    Tuesday, June 20th, 2006
    1:20 pm
    236
    236. as in miles, round trip from my studio to the stetzers' cabin. solo, on a fixed gear, is how i attempt to accomplish this feat. 118 miles in one day should be amazing. the returning 118 miles? well, thats for the the knees to decide. it is my belief that 30 dollars of clif bars and emergen C will sustain me. and there is nothing like a good auld ss'more to soothe an aching cyclist.
    but thats my recent future. my recent past?
    well, its just as exciting if not tons more confusing. i didnt sleep friday night. not like i was tossing and or turning all night, but that i was up and awake very late, and i had to return to up and awake very early, so i reasoned it out to be wiser to not sleep. so i spent 3 hours at the east side webbs, drank a lot of bad coffee, had a slice of past-prime apple pie, and later some under cooked pancakes. the young waitstaff, was a trip to listen to though. i thought outposters griped alot. they have nothing on these poor webby souls. and as most diners have their regulars, this webbs had it's regular bums. some were very friendly, some didnt say a thing at all, but boy, did they make me look clean in comparison. the rest of the day was ackward, absurd, and mean sorts of all over the place, but it ended and i was happy.
    i went to watch the local professional baseball team compete on sunday, with the auld man and the brothers. it was nice, they won off of a carlos lee homerun. what a way to end a game, if there is ever a great way to do so. only the rest of the experience was really down letting. first off, i had to spend 10.75 for a vegan meal. 10.75! now, it wasnt terrible, but ive had way way better stirfry for way way less(for example the tofu curry at the outpost) and im pretty sure this stadium stirfry was no where near organic. also, this place was not easy to find, i went to numerous stands, keosks, and various service windows looking for a vegan option before i found this fellow with the burners. when i went to make a complaint, the guest relations chick told me that "they have veggi dogs over there" and pointed to a stand. it was the ONLY stand in the entire stadium to have these specific dogs. also, i dont like veggi dogs, thats not really a real vegan option in my books, but i would have taken it had it been offered elsewhere in the facilities. i was grossly disgusted.
    when my meat complaint was turned down, i made another complaint about the lack of recycling disposeries, and recyclable products. all fives and sixes people. there were 43 thousand people at the stadium, all producing mass amounts of unrecyclable waste. i was pretty furious, and i wrote a novel of complaint, as did my brother. but atleast, with all the paper products they hand out during the game, they had a proper paper bins. i, of course, am being facetious. no such bins existed. its very saddening that it is in fact 2000 and 6 and our mass facilities still cannot recycle properly, nor accomodate those who choose not to destroy the earth, and starve the children of this planet, by not eating meat. even if only for trends' sake, should they be spewing veggi options. dont they watch the today show!? vegan meals are cool, yo!
    spah, i must go, i dont own a computer for a reason, but here i am, spending way too much time at the universities' devices.
    josephssmoseph
    Monday, June 12th, 2006
    8:21 pm
    gone
    i'm gone, to my downtown studio, currently computerless, forever tvless and microwaveless, meatless and alcoholless, not to mention dairyless when can be managed. but not not auld timey, antekeless. pretty much foodless, except what ms. oi! has brought over. definetly not book or tealess. and not joyless. a chair, a bed, a desk, a kitchen, and a bathroom and some shelves. its pretty great.
    send me a letter or something, anything not 'dear resident' at 1303 n cass milw wi 53202 apt 204
    ill be livejournally absent for a while, so pluh!
    josephssmoseph
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